This is a story of Tuesday...

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I woke up today with a surprise. My cell phone was ringing with a notification of several text messages. I quickly picked it up to check who it was. There were some that were from my phone service saying that my account has been suspended, and I was like..."What in the fu-" And then I saw two others that said it just started, so now I was like..."Okaay.." Typical for my phone to be messing up like that. It's always been that way since I've had this phone service. As frustrating it is, I wasn't that surprised until I saw another message.

It was from someone who I'd really consider an acquaintence now. I wasn't sure about what I was doing last night when I multi-texted people telling them that I have a new number. I was rather hesitant to let this person know that I had one, especially since past experiences made things more awkward. So many miscommunications and situations that have fleeted through the summer days are now biting me back. I wish I had never started them.

I ate brunch with my sister before she left for class. I was going to be home alone with my brother again, playing that mmorpg. In which I think I'll do right now. I'm just all out of the swing of things right now, and it's hard to put into words why I am how I am.

My heart was hurting again this morning. I still fear of going to sleep because something may happen while I'm not conscious or paying attention to what I am doing. I think that would be the worst way to go; not knowing what happened the night it does happen. Thus I sleep less and wake up all too sudden. Another factor to why my heart is having problems. Well, I'll be going now. I think I'll write again tonight.

-Steph